So much pain.

I am in so much pain. Month after month. Year after year. I struggle with pain. Chronic, ever-enduring, pain.

I swear I’m a magnet for invisible illnesses. This one’s endometriosis. A demon with no soul. One that rips out your guts and dumps them down the drain. I am trying to beat it down with NSAIDs and with time, and I am losing. I’m losing the battle with my inner demons…

I hate you, body. I hate that you betray me, every month. I hate that I don’t deserve this, and yet I get treated like the wicked step-sister. I own you. NOT the other way around!

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